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Adam Lambert aimed to be titillating with his American Music Awards performance last night and boy did he succeed!

He may have been pitchy at times but Glambert’s performance did what he set out to do - get people talking. Everyone is talking about it! From the crotch-grabbing to the simulated oral sex to the guy on guy makeout session.

Was it over-the-top? Yes.

And we loved it!

Whether he wants to be or not, Adam Lambert is a gay role model and he’s the kind of role model that we want to have! Why?

Because there are lots of Adam Lambert out there in America! Showqueens, little boys that like to play with makeup, gay guys that are horny. All of the above!

As if responding to all the recent “controversy” that’s been swirling around him, Glambert was gay, in-your-face and super sexual at the AMAs.

We want Adam to do well! We need him to do well! Because just his PRESENCE alone is a win for equality and a win for gay youth that need to see themselves represented in the mainstream media.

He’s gotten a lot of criticism for this performance, but, Adam Lambert, we applaud you!

sorta… for three days, then it’s a 4-day weekend.

flew to jacksonville, florida for a cprint production managers’ conference last week- wednesday thru saturday. the bf went with me, so the nights were fun. the boring daytime classes were another story though.

had some fun with a few guys while we were there. this being a christian, family oriented blog and all, permits me from sharing the details, but i will tell you this- very hot encounters!!

email me if you want details LOL

from perezhilton.com

Nor should he be!

He was fabulous!

Adam Lambert’s sexually-charged performance of his latest single, For Your Entertainment, at the American Music Awards featured the American Idol alum simulating oral sex with a male dancer, making out with one of the band members and plenty of crotch grabbing so naturally he’s the subject of controversy.

Glambert’s response?

“You know honestly, if I offended some people… it’s apples and oranges. I’m not an artist that does things for every single person. I believe in artistic freedom and expression, I believe in honoring the lyrics of a song, and those lyrics aren’t really for everybody either.”

Adam’s performance was edited for the west coast feed and the budding pop star was none too pleased about it!

“There’s a big double standard, female pop artists have been doing things provocative like that for years, and the fact that I’m a male, and I’ll be edited and discriminated against could be a problem.

“People are scared and it’s really sad, I just wish people could open their minds up and enjoy things, it’s all for a laugh, it’s really not that big of a deal.”

Stick to your guns, Adam and never apologize for who you are!

We LOVED it!

not really sure what i thought about it. it was entertaining, i suppose. the only problem i saw with it, was it wasn’t country! that’s the only kind of music i really like these days anyways.

this song has been stuck in my head all day, and i don’t even like miranda lambert…

Hey white liar
The truth comes out a little at a time
And it spreads just like a fire
Slips off of your tongue like turpentine
And I don’t know why
White liar

You better be careful what you do
I wouldn’t wanna be in your shoes
If they ever found you out
You better be careful what you say
It never really added up any way
I got friends in this town

Hey white liar
The truth comes out a little at a time
And it spreads just like a fire
Slips off of your tongue like turpentine
And I don’t know why
White liar

You said you went out to a bar
And walked some lady to her car
But your face has more to tell
Cuz my cousin saw you on the street
With a red head named Bernice
Turns out you don’t lie too well

Hey white liar
The truth comes out a little at a time
And it spreads just like a fire
Slips off of your tongue like turpentine
And I don’t know why
White liar

Here’s a bombshell just for you
Turns out I’ve been lying too

Yeah I’m a white liar
The truth comes out a little at a time
And it spreads just like a fire
Slips off of my tongue like turpentine
And I don’t know why
White Liar

or i’m gonna lose him for good!!!

i know he has faults, but i gotta stop nagging. i gotta trust that when he is online chatting while i am at work, that he is doing just that- chatting.

i gotta trust that he is in fact telling the truth when he tells me that he won’t cheat on me again.

if not, we’re done. i am driving myself insane worrying. he says all i do is nag and bitch. no wonder we don’t have a sex life. no wonder we are bored with each other. no wonder a lot of the time we both feel like we are at the end of our ropes and have no clue what to do next.

i don’t know all the answers. i don’t know how to stop nagging, but i have to figure it out. i have to trust him, even when he won’t talk about his day, or i think he has secrets. i have to trust him anyway.

i said i’d never blindly do that again after being hurt in the past, and i can’t say i won’t worry, and i won’t ask questions, but as of right now, i am letting the past go.

he cheated many times before, and me asking him not to cheat now is not gonna stop him, i know that. he is the only one that can stay faithful to me. i know he loves me, and i have to believe him, and in him. and in us.

if not, it’s over, and i would die to know it was over.

i’ve not blogged here in forever, cuz i didn’t wanna talk about what i was feeling in regards to life, and to our relationship. believe it or not, even if i was hurting by something that happened with him, making him hurt also was the last thing i ever wanted to do. those days are over. i will blog here, and if he reads it, then he at least will know how i feel without him feeling like i am nagging at him.

we have almost nine years invested in this relationship. in spite of all the ups and downs, i still love him with all of my heart and can’t imagine my life without him and his daughter in it.

i have to find a way to make sure that never happens.

NEW ORLEANS — Drew Brees and the Saints are so good right now they can’t even beat themselves.

New Orleans overcame four turnovers for a second straight week to stay perfect with a 35-27 victory over the Atlanta Falcons on Monday night, matching the best start in franchise history.

black and gold superbowl???