but i did have a very nice birthday dinner at kirin with the bf and a few friends. i’m really staring to develop an appetite for sushi… well, some of it! but it was a nice evening out for my birthday. getting too old for late night parties on bourbon street (or, just waiting til next w/e for decadance!)
… just another year.
yesterday i was 41, today i am 42. that’s about it.
i don’t wanna go back to work! please don’t make me!!!!
congratulations to miss chelsea delorean divine, who was crowned miss gay louisiana america 2007- 2008 in baton rouge friday night! she, along with first alternate, miss hailey alexander, will be competing in the miss gay america pageant in memphis in october. best of luck to both of them!
you can check out all of the photos from the w/e at the official miss gay louisiana america website.
four hours til vacation!!!!
woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want it back the way it used to be.
when just a glance made my heartbeat quicken.
when just a touch made me quiver inside and made passion wash over me like waves.
when we didn’t have to say a word to know what was being felt.
before we let life and relationship rob us of what we were and what we shared.
before i let insecurities based on your lies make me bitter and hard.
i want to be like i was before i became jaded with life, and love, and living.
i want to believe again that things can be better than they are now.
i want to hope again.
i want to be head-over-heels deliriously crazy in love- just like it used to be.
i want to be desired.
i want to not be able to keep my hands off of your body.
i want mad, passionate sex, and sweet, tender love-making.
i want gentle touches and i want to touch you the way i once did.
i want what we had.
i want you to want me the way you once did.
i want to be the most important thing in your life.
i want you to consider my needs, desires, and wants.
i want us to matter more to me than anything else.
i want to stop worrying, and just love again.
i want it to stop being words and start being actions… for both of us.
more than anything else, these things…
i want. desperately, i want.
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