q u e e r l y * w r i t t e n

thought i had lost all my blog with the upgrade… still have work to do, but it looks like all my data has been imported.

even the grand canyon pales in comparison to the chasm between the bf and i these days. it started as just a small fissure, but just as the grand canyon grew over time, so has the space between us. it’s to the point now that i don’t know what to do to make it better. most of the time, he seems to not even care, or at least that’s how i see it. every day, i have hope that it will get better, but every day the distance between us is greater and greater. i’ve been through this once in a relationship, and that one ended in divorce. if we can’t find a way very soon to start bridging the gap, this relationship is on it’s last breath.

and just the thought of this being over breaks my heart into pieces.

scfi had a 21 hour heroes marathon on saturday, so i watched the entire season i missed. can’t wait to see tonight’s season finale.

finally made it to the dinner bell in natchez for lunch on sunday.

and finally saw spiderman 3 sunday afternoon. anybody else find the dark, sorta emo parker hot?!

Mike V, Famed Bengal Tiger Mascot, Dies at 17

BATON ROUGE — Mike V, LSU’s live Bengal Tiger mascot, died at 2:23 a.m. Friday, the University announced. Born Oct. 19, 1989, Mike V has been the symbol of LSU Athletics since he began his reign on April 30, 1990.

Plans are underway to acquire the next tiger mascot, Mike VI.

friday afternoon, all locks were changed at work. carl jokingly(?) said he was being locked out.

carl, our production manamger of 3 1/2 years was fired after everyone left.

the boss informs us in morning meeting today that “carl is no longer here”… that’s it, no explanation.

which means, she is in charge of day to day operations. should be very interesting.

so, how’s your monday going?

it used to be that the type of guys i was most attracted to looked like this:

smooth, young… sweet and innocent looking.

or like these guys:

but these days, i find myself being extremely attracted to the more hirsute, mature guys. now, don’t get me wrong… i still like’m young, and probably always will.

but, if this guy were to walk by, my eyes would certainly follow!

Yum!

of course, my absolute favorite type of guy is one with a cute, boyish face, (naturally, not shaved) arms, and hairy legs! double yum! i am definitely a sucker for sexy legs.

i just wanna say:

FUCK IT ALL!

today is one of those days.

sunday, 5.6.07
(click to enlarge)

(click for full image)

(all images can be found in gallery)