yesterday was our week 10 weigh- in, and i had lost another six pounds, and the bf another 5! i’ve now lost a total of 49 pounds and he’s lost 40.5! we are still going to the gym at least 4-5 times a week, and we’ve added weights to our cardio. we also do weighted crunches and inverted situps… gonna have a 6-pack and guns when i’m done here. the transformation astounds even me when i look in the mirror and see how far i’ve come in such a relatively short time. but this is it for the long haul. i’m never gonna be called “big daddy” or “big man” again!!!
spotlight
Are you a man who loves
And cherishes
And cares for me?
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yeah…
Are you a guard in a prison
Maximum security?
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yea…
Do we stay home all the time
Cuz you want me to yourself?
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yeah…
Or am I locked away
Out of fear that i’d find
Someone else
Is that you? Is that you?
yea…
Well, I don’t like
Living under your spotlight
Just because you think
I might find somebody worthy
Oh, I don’t like
Living under your spotlight
Baby, if you treat me right
You won’t have to worry
is this a relationship
Fulfilling your needs
As well as mine
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yeah…
Or is this just my sentence
Am I doing time?
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yeah…
If this is love
Real, real love
Then I’m staying no doubt
Is that you? Is that you?
Is that you? yeah…
But if I’m just a love prisoner
Then I’m busting out
Is that you? Is that you?
yeah…
Oh, you oughta be
Ashamed of yourself
What the hell
Do you think you’re doing?
Loving me, loving me
So wrong
Baby, all I do is try
To show you
That you’re my
One and only guy
No matter
Who may come along
Open your eyes
Cuz baby, I don’t lie
here and there…
so, friday night was the miss gay capital city pageant at splash in baton rouge, and since i’ve lost so much weight, i wanted to get something new to wear. i picked out a couple pair of shorts, in a size 36 and 38, and went into the dressing room. i slipped the first pair on, and they were so loose they almost just fell off, so i thought “woohoo, i put on the 38, so the 36 should fit!” wrong!! those were the size 36! i bought a pair of polo shorts in a fucking size 34!!!! now remember, i was just in a size 44 about three months ago. needless to say, i was in a really great mood after that!
the pageant was fun. it’s really cool to see people who haven’t seen you in a while, and the first thing they do is comment on how much weight you’ve lost and how good you look. it makes it all worth while.
we didn’t get in bed til like 3:30 saturday morning, so we slept late, then went to hammond to give a tupperware party. saturday night, we hooked up with a hot-ass 22 year “straight” boi for some fun.
sunday, unify hammond had a softball and swimming outing at wandaland. we didn’t play much softball, but we stayed in the river for about six hours- the last 2 or 3 with everyone pretty much nekkid! LOL! i posted a few pictures earlier in the week, but i’ll get the whole gallery up soon. met some cool people- a lesbian couple from albany, and a hot boy/daddy couple from baton rouge. dunno who was hotter, the 41y/o or the 18y/o! you’ll see lots of them in the gallery!
had a tupperware party monday night, and last night all the family met at ryan’s for the son’s 18th birthday party. that was fun…
a lazy sunday on the river
on the tickfaw river at wandaland in killian… more photos soon.
43 pounds melted away!
monday was our 8-week weigh-in, and i lost another 4.5 pounds for an 8 week total of 43 pounds! the bf lost another 3.5 pounds for a total of 35.5! hard to believe, but that goal of a 100 pound loss that i didn’t even say out loud, now seems so much more attainable. i’m almost half-way there already!!! and with every ounce i lose, and every time i pass on a coke or a slice of greasy pizza, or drive by mcdonald’s or burger king without even considering stopping… just makes my resolve that much stronger that this time is the one for me. it’s not a diet for me anymore, it’s just my lifestyle. i’m not fat, and i refuse to act and eat like a fat person. i am in control now!!
mondays are the pits
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18
my son turned 18 today. hard to believe he’s all grown up! we’re taking him and a friend to new orleans tonight to celebrate on bourbon street… should be quite an experience!
he may be a man now, but he’ll always be my baby.
happy birthday, i love you!!
mondays are the pits
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and now it’s now 38.5 pounds gone!
sound familiar? yeah, same header as last week. for the first time since we’ve started this new healthy eating - going to the gym routine, i lost no weight this week! i wanted to at least have lost a pound or two. but we really didn’t do as good this week as we have been doing. we only went to the gym once, and for only about 20 minutes. we didn’t really cheat as far as eating until the w/e when we cheated some (too much). we had two tupperware parties this week, and i probably ate a little too much at both. i had taco bell saturday, and then a burger and fries that night, and last night i had mcdonalds! but at least i didn’t gain any weight, and i am back on the bandwagon today! i’m gonna work hard this week, and my goal for next monday is 255, which will be another 6 pound loss.
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we went tubing in mississippi on the bogue chitto saturday with brian and tiffany. their daughter, the bf’s daughter and her friend went with us. we had a blast… well, after we got past the snake that was chasing me less than 5 minutes after we got in the water, and before we barely beat a thunderstorm before we could get out of the water. but other than that, it was all good. lots of hot bois out on the water showing skin and tops of booty crack. mmmmm…
last night we went to new orleans for the miss gay crescent city pageant. cassidy performed two numbers, one in a gown that we made saturday night! our first creation… and no, we don’t know how to sew. but it looked really good on her, so i’m sure we’ll start sewing now.
anastacia davenport won the crown, and tammi tarmac was her first alternate, so they will both be joining cassidy and the others who have qualified at miss gay louisiana in august. got in bed about 1:30 this morning, but haven’t been too tired today. we have to go back to new orleans for the miss gay new orleans pageant at oz on wednesday night, then to baton rouge next friday for the miss gay capital city pageant. that will be the last of the preliminary pageants before miss louisiana.
that, and the many tupperware parties we have scheduled for july will keep us plenty busy. oh, and throw in cassidy’s rehearsals and preparations for miss gay louisiana. well, at least after today no more horses to tend to every day. we sold those bitches, and they go to their new home today! they were way too expensive to keep as pets, considering we haven’t even ridden them once this whole year!
ok, back to work…
